Choosing to Love Yourself as a Fractal.

I am like a skydiver nervously poised at a large open door in an aircraft that is flying in the sky. Standing at that opening, I can feel the rush of energy that I am about to step into. I have a choice, I can raise my hands up and attempt to shield myself from the onslaught of the whirling and rushing vibration that is seemingly about to envelop and control me or I can pause and centre myself and connect to the pure love I know myself to be. That is the choice ‘to be, or not to be’………

I know that if I step out into the stream of rushing and almost violent energy, then I will be whisked away, with little choice or sense of direction, but if I can gather myself together and focus upon my World Within, I can access my heart centre, breathe deeply and remember who I truly am and where my real essence and consequent power lies. In choosing this aspect of myself, I allow the love that is my own animus to be strong within me, so strong that when I step out of the aircraft I know I will not only be taking that sense of my true being with me but will also allow myself to access the powerful soul that I really am and by doing this I will be protected and be able to learn from the buffeting winds and swirling energies of incarnation.

By focussing on my inner love, I know I will be able to weather the storm outside and navigate my way through the whirling dervishes of life’s tumultuous ups and downs and when I finally land upon a firm and beautiful spot I will still have my inner sense of self love intact. I will not be needing to search for love anywhere else because I will already have it within me.

This love is so pure and strong that it will allow me to share it with others and I would still have 100% for myself as well (and this is important because then I will not spiral back into the needy human that I have undoubtedly been before) because this love is Divine and has no limits placed upon it.

We all have relationships - even if it is just a relationship with ourself, but so many of us only appreciate those relationships we have with others when those connections are going good for us. However, when they go wrong, then we plummet back into the world of lack and fear.

Living as we do in a finite world, percentages are only in the minds of us humans, who create the belief that if we give something away, we will have less than we have had before.

But remember we are all fractals of the Divine mind and being a fractal of Oneness means we each carry 100% of all that is (God’s love). Each of us having this does not mean there is less for others or that God has lessened in any way just because he has given us what we need.

In a world of energy we accept that things flow to and from us e.g. the sun appears each day and shines light and warmth upon us. We appreciate the rain and build our lives around the certainty that we will receive enough water for our use. We sleep and rest our bodies and minds and do this with the inbuilt confidence that we will awake to live another day. In breathing, we are not concerned that we will deplete our store of breaths which we are happily expelling; so why have so many closed themselves down from expressing their God given love to their fellow humans? Most reserve it for family and friends but why are we not expanding our range of recipients? Are we afraid that if we do, there will not be any left for ourselves? From what sense of fear have we brought this about? A stranger is someone who could end up being your best friend!

This is a journey of exploration that many are entering into at this time in history, when our world without is throwing us so many ugly conditions and experiences.

So in the esoteric sense, before we jump out of the aeroplane into our next experience, maybe we should consider accessing our real fractal power by going into our WORLD WITHIN.

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